& this great blue world of ours seems a house of leaves

moments before the wind...


i just got a masssssive order in which is cool. not cool that i don't have any of my oils with me. cool that people actually like my stuff. not cool that it's so cold i can't feel my toes. i'm serisouly looking forward to my bath, which is in order shortly.

as of right now, i am watching star trek on youtube (damn you eric for getting me addicted) & waiting for my food. staring at my evening primrose oil & waiting for mice to thaw so i can feed colby. also am wondering if i should feed him in a bucket & clean his cage while he's eating or feed him & clean his cage another day. he's much more confortable in his cage when he eats, but when he was only a few weeks old i used to feed him in a bucket to get him used to me. poor little guy. he's probably starving & the dang things take forever to thaw out.


feeling pms coming on. wondering why i ever let myself get excited about things when i know they won't pan out. o always always get excited thinking i will have one good thing, like how wednesday is valentine's day. i've never had a valentine's day that went well. everyone always either "forgets" or doesn't bother.